*YAWNzzz*
**YaWnz** ..... damn..it's the 20th time already....i know i should get some sleep now but i decided that i should do abit of blogging first before i get myself tucked in....i've been sleeping late for these past 2 days... duno what the heck is wrong with me... think i'm getting over enthusiastic with the new dvd player my dad has just got for the family(real reason is probably because he wants to watch his BeeGees dvd collection). Anyway, i'm feeling kind of tired.. definitely not because of the late night sleep.... i just dun have that kind of working mood anymore ever since my working place suffered a break-in and lost $3000+.... i feel as though the hard work my cousin and i has put in(apparently most of the hard work were from him), has been robbed.... he may sound like, " oh! nvm, let's just start working harder again!!" but then, i know that he must be dying to tear those burglars apart for robbing those hard work he put in... Fortunately the business starts to pick up now and we've even managed to break several records along the way....
tml is going to be a good day although i know my mum was pissed off when she heard that i won't be reporting for work tml!! cos i'll be spending the morning and afternoon at yaozheng's place together with renjie and ks and then in the evening, we're going to catch a S-League soccer match. Speaking of these few friends of mine which i've made at poly yr 2, each of them seem to fill only 1 part of my life... renjie is a buddy whom i feel i can really relate most of my troubles to... yaozheng is like a very good friend whom can really accompany me in all sorts of entertainments, from sports to ktv, haha... Davin is the dude whom i looks upon to for advices bcos he's seen the world more than i do... ks will be the guy whom i can hang out with or go for any concerts... weiping will be the one when we chat about girls and those wooing tactics...haha! as for the others, i still haven't really figure out what roles do they have in my life, but i believe that i'll find the answer as i move along the journey of life.
as usual, i slept late tonight.... one thing that my parents can never understand is that why i like to sleep late, i only told them that i wanted to watch tv, dvd and playing computer games, the fact is that, many times i wanted to be left alone so that i can spend some quality time with myself, daydreaming, pondering about many things, sometimes even speaking to myself! haha... i know i sound like a NUTCASE...( this is the reason why i dun wanna tell my parents this!)
i'm not saying that i'm a loner.... in fact, i can fit into any situations, be it a bunch of friends gathering for an outing, or myself going to the movies with a large Ice lemon Tea....
anyway, most of the time when i'm not with anyone else, i'll be daydreaming.. sometimes i wonder if this is because i dun have a companion whom i can talk to ever since my sis went abroad to study almost 7 yrs ago... although she is back now in Singapore, i still dun seem to have this feeling that i have someone whom i can pour ALL my troubles to.... not to mention that she'll be leaving for Australia soon( to fulfil her "at least 2 & half yrs stay in Aust" agreement to extend her PR)..
Hm... lucky for me i still have my bunch of buddies now.... until they get themselves attached, i will still have company for whatever i do!!
**YaWnzz** ... alright, i think i gonna crash now.... byee!
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