Anything but Ordinary

tiring..

had a pretty tiring wkend this wk...but it was quite long and i felt good to have stayed home for so long... been at home since thursday...

thursday marks another chapter of my life as my first relationship officially ended...despite my futile attempts to salvage....i still couldn't understand how 2 person who likes each other, enjoys each other's company, cannot be lovers... though the reason given to me was that she had no time and wished to concentrate on her studies/job... it was hard to swallow... but anyway, since she had no wish to continue our relationship, no point holding on to it...minus off the love, we could still have friendship..... maybe she's right afterall, both of us might consider going separate places to study our degree, so it's not so ideal to hold on to the relationship and influence our choices...
they say that the first relationship is always hard to let go...somehow true...
anyway i should just spend more time with my family and friends now, cos i realised that i dun really need a soulmate for now...i'm still young and should enjoy the youth with all my family and friends....
heard some rumours about going to India....looks like i have to start stocking up and packing my bags again.... again the excitement and sadness starts to fall in.... but this time, i'm more optimistic about going cos after being cooped up for 46 days in Brunei, 19 days in India is really nothing....just that i heard that there're no allowances this time...haha *low morale*

tmr is my half-annual medic proficiency test at kranji camp... quite nervous now cos i hadn't done any revision much these days...
gonna start clearing leave soon...and christmas is coming too... so looking forward to this end of the yr festival cos i could start asking my 'single' friends to go out!! i can't wait to go for the christmas parties!!! hee~

alright, gotta go study liao...i dun have much time!! ciaoz~

posted by Stoner @ 10:45 am