Anything but Ordinary

crazy wk...

well...how do i start? i think i'll start with last wed when i went back to camp after my Medical Checkup for my knee....the first thing i did when i got back was to alter my 3 duties so that i can do them all within the next few days....i managed to do that...i swapped my wkday duty with another guy who's doing on sat(i really made his day when i initiated the swop)...and thus, i got myself confined in camp from last wed onwards... although i did go watch S-league and had some fast food on friday before i go back camp to sleep... anyway in the end, my duties were all completed by monday... i thought that i could continue to blog with the doc's computer since it has internet access....but turns out something was wrong with the security features and i couldn't even log in to blogger...exasperating...so i had to drag till today....

Monday was a quiet day for me as the rest of the guys had gone to nee soon camp for our unit's annual fitness day and i was left behind cos i couldn't hand over my duty in time to attend it... i was glad i missed it cos it wasn't an enjoyable day for them as it was raining and they couldn't do any sports...just some lousy running session.... as for me, i stayed in camp and had the whole office internet to myself!! haha....i found this very nice and touching animation Suzuka in www.youtube.com and i got totally addicted to it!! the story wasn't very original but it reminded me of how i was when i was between 14 - 17 yrs old..... It ended with the main female character finally able to let go of her previous relationship with her deceased lover and accepts the main male character after all those things and ordeals that they've been thru... it was so touching that i almost had tears rolling down my cheeks....
i'm really glad that i've seen this animation and i'm happy to say that i seemed to have found something which i've lost.....for quite a long time, i felt lost and realised that i wasn't very sure of what kind of person i am.... thru this animation, i have found the naiveness in myself again.... i know it sounds weird and stupid to find the naiveness inside me again, but i had to say, this is what keeps me going!!
Today, my friend August played abit of the song which i've penned for me to listen to....it was WONDERFUL....it never ever cross my mind before that i'll have a song which i can call it my own..... he helped me to realise that....thanks dude! i can't wait for him to finish the rest of the song so i can record it down and let my frenz listen to it....it's gonna be shocking! haha...

posted by Stoner @ 12:40 am