Anything but Ordinary

The promise....??

it's pretty much a known fact and a big big taboo for those in love...that we should never forget what u have agreed/promised to the other half... regardless of how small and insignificant the promise is...how casually the promised was made to suit that romantic enviroment...
It has been lovically(a term i just invented) proven that the power of forgotten promises, can easily fragilise(another term i just invented) a relationship... but then again....how strong can a relationship be, nowadays?

my ex-gf came to visit me yesterday... came to see how i am doing now that i've got my knee all wrapped up....something any normal fren would THINK OF doing but might not do... a good fren would OFFER TO DO but eventually might back out too... and a best fren would definitely wanna do....i DO NOT wish to use this as a way to classify my frenz...just something which i feel...that's all...
alright....so she came with a couple of nice dvds and vcds for me to kill time at home.. and a 6-pack YU REN SHENG chicken essence... pretty touched by her intentions but that's probably all i felt at that time, nothing else...no illusions nor anything... all thx to the rational part of me... maybe this is the only good thing left in a guy's brain other than flexible thinking...

so we watched The Promise together while having double swiss burger... we didn't chat much thruout the show... i was pretty disappointed that the show didn't turn out that fantastic as i thought it would be...i told her this and she agreed too.....we had the same reason to continue watching the show....Ceceilia Cheung... and it's not the first time both of us agreed on the same thing...
when the show ended, it was probably time for her to leave... gotta get something for her fren's birthday present.. it's only a short 5 mins from the moment she feels she gotta go to the moment she left my place...in a hurry u can say... as usual...and i wasn't surprised..
It's only till today, after my trip back to camp to endorse my MC, and i was searching my fridge for stuffs to munch on, that i realised i forgotten what i was going to do again... i didn't give her the Willy Wonka Chocolate Bar which i've saved for her....

I onced promised her that i would buy her chocolates... didn't managed to do it in the end till we broke up... when she told me that she wanted to visit me, i reminded myself that though we're no longer together, i should at least fulfil something which i've promised... in the end i forgot all about it.... is it really my forgetfulness? or is it a SIGN to me that THIS PROMISE should never be fulfilled? i'm not sure.... and the chocolate bar shall remain in the fridge, perhaps waiting for another chance to come along.....

posted by Stoner @ 10:43 pm