Anything but Ordinary

beautiful times...just memories now...

today i had lotsa thoughts while i was helping my mum make cookies for the upcoming Chinese New Year... thought of those beautiful times that were deeply imprinted....
my childhood playmates....my first fight with big guys(not exactly beautiful, but enough to make me laugh at it)....the first time i hold a girl's hand back in primary schools... my secondary school life....poly life...subsequently army life....

all these memories just managed to screen past my head.....one particular memory managed to stop and occupy my whole afternoon till evening.... my first girlfriend...
one thing i do agree with others is that the first relationship is always the hardest to forget and will be deeply imprinted into ur head no matter how short it is....even for 1 day...if u really meant to start the very first relationship seriously, u'll never forget it....

i thought of how i first met her... we were poly classmates and we didn't chat at all till we're in the final yr... but was still limited to msn messenger...we didn't speak in class...not that i remember...nor in gatherings..
i thought of the courtship period... surprised her with all those small phone talks and large chunk of smses initially and those mushy comments, hold her hand for the first time...
i thought of the period when we were together.. we do the things we both like - watch movies, shop at poh kim, enjoy chocolates, crap to each other, enjoying each other's company...

well...like i've said..these are mere memories now.. really regret not doing more things with her before we ended...
not that i've not gotten over her yet, but it'll always be a thorn in my heart for the way we broke up... probably our relationship couldn't even get past 2 words - No Time..
the more i think of our good times together, the more i couldn't understand why we can't do our best to make it work... anyway it's all history now...she's happily living her life with 2 jobs and chill out with frenz.... and i'm gonna spend more time with my family now that i know i dun really stand a chance to enter NUS..

time seems to seep past everyone real fast...hope everyone do treasure and cherish ur loved ones...esp those with gfs....dun do those things which u know u'll regret in future... always think only of what you HAVE got and not what you COULD HAVE got....
well...that's all for now in my mind of what i wanna say..

posted by Stoner @ 4:54 am