Sunday, May 28, 2006

hm....

how far do u think a girl will go to make the guy she likes, knows that she likes him? will she be brave enough to tell him directly in the face? will she drop hints every now and then, hoping that the guy she likes will be able to decipher and understand? or rather....will she get her best fren to approach the guy and make sure he completely knows that she likes him?
 
how far do u think a guy will go to make the girl he likes, know that he likes her? will he ask her out so that he can tell her he likes her? will he call her up, chat for awhile and then eventually tell her how he feels towards her? or rather.... will he just keep quiet and wait.... till one day someone else got to her first and he's on the verge of losing her for good, then he'll confess his feelings?
 
as a guy myself, i've had my fair share of experiences of scenarios whereby,
(i) i secretly admired the girl, and she never know about it, even till now...
(ii) i liked the ger, sent radio dedications and attempted to ask her out, did not tell her that i like her but eventually all my classmates knew about it, including teachers..
(iii) i liked the ger, told her how i feel about her before the exams, till now haven't hear from her..
(iv) i liked the ger, but after dropping some hints on her, i realised that we could only be frenz at most....
(v) i like the ger, but do not wish to compete with fellow classmates, did not tell her or let her know my feelings...just watched her from afar whenever i had the opportunity...even though we're in the same train home...
 
all of these, happened during my immature and unconfident times....a period when it's almost the same for every guy in the world... fortunately, a mixture of physical training and my determination to change myself has succeeded in shedding off the old self and i managed to start my first relationship...
 
though i've done my best, i feel that our break-up was probably becos i couldn't provide her with enough sense of security..it was my fault... but honestly, i did not regret having this 3-month old relationship....somehow in the deepest part of my mind, i wish to tell my ex that, though our relationship is short, i've learnt alot from my mistakes... i know now that i'm not a good bf and i will strive to be better next time... thank you for giving me a chance to try and make things work between us, in the end, it was not meant to be... you made me realise alot of myself, and i can feel myself changing... hope that all is well for you and even though i can finally let you go now, i wish that our paths do not cross each other....may the 2 different worlds which we're living in now, maintain its safety distance and connected only by our phone...
 
The future is an unknown, so let's just let it be.....

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