Anything but Ordinary

a penny for my thoughts...

how much do u know about urself?
i asked myself this qns for the whole day today.. i've come to realised that actually, i'm not exactly sure what kind of a personality i have... my lecturer in poly must told us that there're 2 kinds of personalities in us....first is the personality that we've come to understand, second is the personality that we've projected to others like friends, relatives, etc... but this does not mean that all of us has multiple personalities, it just mean that we understand ourselves differently from the others.. in other words, what you think you are, might not be similar to what others think of you...
thus...i'm very eager to know what kind of person i really am in other pple's mind.... how much is the personality i projected to my family and frenz different from what i've understood about myself?
i can still remember my mum once told me that when he asked a good fren of mine about me, my fren merely replied that i'm a guy who wouldn't gossip about another person or say awful things about him behind his back... i'm not really sure if this is who i really am, but i do know that sometimes i dun really bother to critcise someone behind his back...i rather save the time to concentrate on my stuffs....

spending time in the army has been a rather fruitful experience... what i've learnt from the 2 yrs is something which i would never have thought of learning... They are experiences which can get me to survive in the cruel and materialistic society.. i've seen many kinds of pple during my time in different camps and vocations, heard the different life experiences from them and it's only then that i realised how insignificant i can be.... the world is really a very big place...the trip to australia will definitely be another fruitful learning experience for me... and i'm really looking forward to this trip that might just change my life... i hope so....

"we sometimes take the things we have for granted, only to learn to appreciate it when it is gone"

how true it certainly is....

chatted with a female fren of mine in msn last night.... this is the first time i've chatted so long with her ever since we knew each other.... before, she always reply in short words.... making it hard to continue our conversation for more than 5 mins... however, we even managed to crap each other out last night....certainly a breakthrough which i've been seeking...but...could it be a little too late? as willie has pointed out today during our short meeting, she is so much different now....i can finally say that me and her are living in 2 different worlds right now....whether our worlds can cross each other's paths, this remains yet to be seen...

anyway...this is all for ---- a penny for my thoughts....

posted by Stoner @ 11:50 pm