Anything but Ordinary

Myself...?

it's so weird that many of my blogs were done during the wee hours of the night right? hee~
maybe this is the best and ONLY time which i get to do some self-reflections..

now thinking about it, i'm pretty baffled about my feelings recently.... it seems...i dun really understand myself anymore... it's either this or that i'm just lacking too much sleep, so i get kind of short-tempered and easily frustrated(i dun usually behave like this) recently...i've been trying to suppress it but it seems that i'm losing control.....bad news!
i hit back at my mum in the afternoon regarding the staying out late issue...(went to west coast to meet up with frenz for some gossiping session) and we got pretty sore for awhile....till dinner then things got lightened up...but i know i gotta avoid such scenarios again... felt like apologising to her for being rude, but dun wanna give her the impression that i decided not to stay out late again....cos i still think she's too uptight about me...

was supposed to be gambling in my uncle's hse after dinner, but somehow i got glued to his collection of latest movie dvds...till around 10pm then i changed my focus to the cards... somehow during that time yongtin called to watch the movie Fearless...been dying to catch that movie, so naturally i agreed and he said it's an 11pm movie and he's gonna pick me up now! damn...just started my stroke of good luck and i gonna go? no choice...it's the movie Fearless..

when we got there 5 mins before showtime, we were told by junqiang(the guy who bought the tix and told us the showtime) revealed that the show's actually starting at 11.45pm and he lied....upon hearing that, i got PISSED BIG TIME!!! i almost gonna explode and scold the hell out of him at that moment..but somehow, the lemon tea which i bought, managed to cool it off... as we walked around to kill some spare time off, i took a good look at myself and my clenched fist and it really surprises me for the way i have reacted.... i know perfectly in my mind that it's not the first time and i know why..(so that we won't be late for the movie) but somehow that unusual frustration and temper almost got the better of me...SCARY! maybe this is the male version of the well-knowned.... PMS?
i duno man....seriously in doubt....

the movie was really GREAT! with all the well-choreographed martial arts actions...not really the kind of ending that i would like and expect, but would consider getting a dvd to support this movie... what a pity it's gonna be Jet Li's last blockbuster...

alright, gonna get some rest for Dim Sum later at changi!

posted by Stoner @ 4:52 am