hm....
how far do u think a girl will go to make the guy she likes, knows that she likes him? will she be brave enough to tell him directly in the face? will she drop hints every now and then, hoping that the guy she likes will be able to decipher and understand? or rather....will she get her best fren to approach the guy and make sure he completely knows that she likes him?
how far do u think a guy will go to make the girl he likes, know that he likes her? will he ask her out so that he can tell her he likes her? will he call her up, chat for awhile and then eventually tell her how he feels towards her? or rather.... will he just keep quiet and wait.... till one day someone else got to her first and he's on the verge of losing her for good, then he'll confess his feelings?
as a guy myself, i've had my fair share of experiences of scenarios whereby,
(i) i secretly admired the girl, and she never know about it, even till now...
(ii) i liked the ger, sent radio dedications and attempted to ask her out, did not tell her that i like her but eventually all my classmates knew about it, including teachers..
(iii) i liked the ger, told her how i feel about her before the exams, till now haven't hear from her..
(iv) i liked the ger, but after dropping some hints on her, i realised that we could only be frenz at most....
(v) i like the ger, but do not wish to compete with fellow classmates, did not tell her or let her know my feelings...just watched her from afar whenever i had the opportunity...even though we're in the same train home...
all of these, happened during my immature and unconfident times....a period when it's almost the same for every guy in the world... fortunately, a mixture of physical training and my determination to change myself has succeeded in shedding off the old self and i managed to start my first relationship...
though i've done my best, i feel that our break-up was probably becos i couldn't provide her with enough sense of security..it was my fault... but honestly, i did not regret having this 3-month old relationship....somehow in the deepest part of my mind, i wish to tell my ex that, though our relationship is short, i've learnt alot from my mistakes... i know now that i'm not a good bf and i will strive to be better next time... thank you for giving me a chance to try and make things work between us, in the end, it was not meant to be... you made me realise alot of myself, and i can feel myself changing... hope that all is well for you and even though i can finally let you go now, i wish that our paths do not cross each other....may the 2 different worlds which we're living in now, maintain its safety distance and connected only by our phone...
The future is an unknown, so let's just let it be.....
Alone..
walked myself into my camp alone...
unpacked my stuffs in my bunk alone...
brushed my teeth and washed my face alone...
sitting in the office surfing net and munching supper alone...
tonight, i'm all ALONE...
Oh! lonely(holy) night....haiz...
had a great time with tailin and co. on friday night...though most of us
feel that it ended in some disappoinments, we relatively had a pretty nice
time chatting and enjoying each other's company... cherry complained while i
was sending her home that we all should have ignored kok chin's solitary
vote against the movie session...honestly i wanted to agree with her but
feels that it is better to have an unanimous decision... in the end, all we
did was covered a few clicks(kilometres) within town with a car...
it was a pretty "new" sat for me as i woke up without the naggings of my mum
and the freedom to use the car to buy stuffs, meet up with xiaotong & alinia
for a short tea session at the HongKong Cafe, and then proceed to granny's
hse for dinner....looking at the petrol tank meter before i handover the car
to my uncle, i thought,"phew~clocked 300km in 1.5days, if i am a driver in
the Army, i would have gotten my civillian driving licence within a month!!"
haha.... a pity i had to do medical duty today and can't enjoy this Once In
The Blue Moon wkend in which both my parents are overseas...(that's why
there aren't any photos for recent posts cos my dad took the D-cam)
anyway, still hadn't receive any news from idp regarding my deferment
issues....duno whether has they received my request...think i should give
them a call one of these days when i'm free... it's really frustrating that
they do not send any replies and i've had to be like a sitting duck... i
feel so stupid to rush and check my e-mail everyday, hoping that i'll get a
reply from idp...arggh....
hm... i hope the new bathing sponge that my sis bought for me yesterday does
not spoil again like the previous one... can't wait to use it to bathe tmr!!
yeah~
yawnz...time to sleep...
a day of mixed feelings...
today started with a hectic morning as i had to rush down to the medical centre to collect my medical cover equipments right after breakfast(6am).... after my medical cover i went down again to the medical centre just to walk around to see if there're any major changes and also mingle around with those medics whom i haven't seen for quite awhile.... in the end i got pretty pissed by the way which my OIC, Garrick(overall-in-charge i.e head of the medics in my unit) passed sarcastic remarks to me...and those are not friendly sarcastic remarks buddies usually say to each other, instead, they were mostly pin-pointed at me....can see the way he singles me out time and again from our other fellow medics by simply not including in his plans for the new incoming medics' On-Job-Training...it's not like i'm dying to help out, so since he's not gonna include me, SO BE IT....i'm just gonna help my fellow medics with their stuffs...particularly Desmond...he's been watching my back ever since Basu left... though he's not like Basu who would really STAND UP for me when i suffer some ingrievances, he makes sure that i am not forced to do those ridiculous stuffs....
the one thing that i hate the most is when pple are unhappy about me but unwilling/afraid to confront me and sort things out...i hate to gossip around and pass remarks behind pple's back unless it's just toking crap and what my OIC has been doing lately(yes, it's ever since my long term mc due to surgery) just simply puts me off....many a time i wish to confront him and asks him what's his problem but i know that will put my my other fellow medics in an awkward position..
i can't believe there's so much to tok about just 1 afternoon.....but this afternoon, i got really pissed that i didn't tok much to Garrick....he wasn't like this back then when he hasn't taken over the job of the OIC....ever since he took over, he changed....though i had expected him to change, i didn't realise the change would be so dramatic...i feel like i dun know him anymore...the garrick that i used to know, has gone......
anyway i dun wish my comments on him to marr the extremely happy feelings i've had after chatting with yanne in MSN....
ever since....i think last yr, i've lost contact with yanne....she was this really nice ger whom i bet was the only one in this WHOLE WIDE WORLD to understand me better than myself and also able to comfort me and make me feel better whenever i'm down.... we've known each other since secondary school days and even after she went to Australia for further studies, we managed to remain contact.... we chatted on the phone occasionally(yes, long-distance calls and that pissed my mum quite a number of times!! hee~) but most of the time we kept contact thru MSN(last time was icq).... we would tok about everything under the sun....about her ex-bf in australia, all her ups and downs....my life as a single - attached -single guy again... and then how we managed to comfort each other after our respective breakups.... anyway ever since she finished her studies and went back to Indonesia(yes, she's an Indonesian Chinese), our contact was kept to the minimal....occasionally i managed to sneak a few calls to her place in indonesia with my broken Bahasa Indonesia(haha) and sometimes she would call me....but the better way for us to chat was thru sms.....somehow we seemed to stop contacting each other for quite awhile and tonight, for the first time this yr that i've seen her online, she told me that she is getting ENGAGED....
the first thing i said was OH MY GOD...!!
i just couldn't believe it that she's getting engaged...i know that she has known this current bf for awhile, but it never cross my mind that she'll be getting engaged so soon!!
after some explanation on the way they get engaged there, i realised it is just my self-misinterpretation that's getting myself all so excited.... from what she has described, the guy's family is actually gonna meet her family members for some kind of a formal dinner or something in which only the guy would be absent due to their custom....it is far from what i had in mind the moment i see the word "ENGAGED"....hahaa... what i thought was like those typical caucasian engagement ceremonies where u have a party, then tell everyone u guys are engaged, then proceed to slowly plan the upcoming wedding.....BUT....in this case, in singapore, we would simply call it MEET-THE-PARENTS.....i think it's just some sort of a formal recognition for both families that the 2 of them are currently together...no mention of any wedding or stuffs like that...
but then....i'm still equally shocked.... i can't believe that i'm finally in the stage whereby i'm hearing wedding bells ringing among my frenz.... i just remembered several yrs ago i was having headaches on the 21st birthday presents i had to buy for the whole yr.... and then now.....haiz....i still find it shocking.....however, as her best fren, i offered my best wishes and congratulations to her and of course some advices that she should just pause there and not hastily make any wedding plans yet(should the guy suddenly pop the qns somehow).... continue to get to know the guy more before she truly commits herself.....the last thing that i would wanna see is her getting hurt again....i remember there's this chinese saying," Men are afraid of entering the wrong trade and Women are afraid of marrying the wrong guy!!"... this is definitely so true and i believe in it.....
anyway i'm truly happy for her and i hope that this guy is really the RIGHT GUY for her.....and if he really is, then i'm expecting nothing less than an invitation card to their wedding party....(i'll not hesitate to go to indonesia to attend should it happens...)
so now after knowing that my BEST fren is progressing very well in her love life, i thought to myself," when will it be my turn?"
mmm...yumm...dim sum this morning at China Square was GOOD! but kinda expensive....have been eating alot this wkend.... gotta shed some of those extra kilos i gained when i get back to camp....
i've finally got my hands on jolin's album...so satisfied....i am so looking forward to her autograph session....wondering when she'll come....
took a closer look at my 22nd birthday card... noticed some other greetings which i've missed..... i really like the card alot....they really put alot of effort on the card....so touched....this card is probably the best birthday card i've ever received in my life....(still wish that the 2 kiss marks by cherry and nicole should be on my face instead of in the card...hee~)
anyway... think i better go to sleep...getting late... ciaoz~
Had A Bad Day
Had a bad day today... Arsenal lost the Champions League Final...had to settle for 2nd place due to bad refereeing...as The Beautiful Game improves its pace to become more exciting, the refereeing standard deteriorates to the point where it gets very very frustrating, and i'm very surprised that the relevant authorities are not doing anything about it... dun mention about the controversial fouls on the pitch, just simple offside decisions were double standard and highly inaccurate.....i just thought, perhaps they should emphasize more of the fitness and stamina to follow the movement of the defences when i see the bulging bellies some referees have... now i believe it when i read 1 of the article that says that referees now knows The Rule Of The Beautiful Game but doesn't know how to apply it.... giving a red card in the first 15 mins is really crazy...not trying to be biased here but i think that particular norwegian referee has a serious issue that needs to be addressed here....and i think it's probably the kind of media attention he enjoys receiving when he gives out red cards.... anyway saying anything more just makes my day(which is just another 1 and a half hr left) worst....
didn't have the mood to do anything today, couldn't do anything right too... forget to bring equipment during medical cover, forget to lock the medical office after leaving... basically had to force a smile in front of my superiors for the whole day so that they do not misunderstand me for having attitude problem...
haiz...think i better go sleep.... i'm so sleep-deprived... close to the point of frustration.... hope no one pisses me off tmr....haiz...finally can book out tmr liao....
Champions League Finals!!
i'm so damn EXCITED~! tonight is the night when i can finally see my favourite Arsenal in european final!!! ever since i am back from my EPL shut-out and started being a gooner in 2001, i've been totally crazy about the EPL actions and the Arsenal news... of course there're more fanatic gooners out there but i must say that i can't find anyone else who's more serious about Arsenal than my poly fren, BangTong....he's the first gooner i know and i know that he's more fanatic than me than any of our frenz...(btw, he's a dennis bergkamp fan) It's always a pleasure to chat with him about our favourite club... the next guy i knew is Renjie...he's not that crazy about EPL but he's got that typical football passion in him too...a great guy to hang around with....
Like many typical sons, i inherited the football passion from my dad, who, just like his other 4 younger brothers, are so crazy about football that all 4 of them used to play for their respective school teams...(i have photo as evidence!! hee~)our family used to gather in front of the tv and catch the Tiger Cup and we would open all our windows so that we can shout together with the rest of our neighbours when singapore scores...the atmosphere was great, imagine ur neighbours around u, no matter above or below or beside, u hear them chanting for singapore to win and when they do scores, the excitement was immeasurable!! u'll hear the tinkling of beer bottles, cheers of joy, 'boom' 'boom' sound from the ceiling(sometimes has pieces of paint falling down) and the chanting of Majulah Singapura all around u....it's almost like we're there in the stadium watching the LIVE match.....
Shortly after the Tiger Cup, seems like our local legend Fandi Ahmad decided that he should retire, and the failure to find himself a successor for the national team probably caused the demise of local football and attention to the EPL....my dad has long been a fan of Manchester United, ever since the George Best, Bobby Charlton era....though i am not very familiar with names at that time, i eventually became a fan too due to my dad's influences... unlike now, what we singaporeans got back then were always delayed telecast... however, that did not prevent the gradual interest in EPL and the cravings for the English Game....Eventually the English invasion became so unstoppable that it seems like every single football fan out there only knows nothing but EPL....
i was as equally guilty too after seeing how the English play...it was different....those heart-stopping strikes,pin-point crosses and amazing tactics.... so much different from the boring and textbook football we were used to see.....very differnet.....
anyway, i can't really recall the manchester united matches i've watched back then...i was only like 12 or 13.... but i did recall the Champions League Final between Manchester United and Bayern Munich, it was the most breath-taking match i've ever seen then, thus leaving such a deep impression in me..... for those who've watched that match, had to agree with me, the way they still fought relentlessly despite being overpowered by their opponents.. and their hard work paid off.... That's the kinda attitude the English plays football, hardwork and commitment more than silky crafty skills and tricks....
After the European win, Manchester United continued to dominate the EPL for many seasons...there weren't any serious contenders other than the one-off Newcastle and Blackburn....but they were incomparable....thus, losing the unpredictability that i used to enjoy... and so i quit and turned my attention to my sports and academic results and started by EPL shut-out....
However, by some chance, when i entered poly, buying The New paper seemed to be the norm for everyone else(the only newspaper i'll buy is Sin Ming and that's for my mum) and somehow, after i got to know Bangtong, my urge to watch EPL came back....
I remembered that he was very crazy about buying The New Paper the moment it's hot on the shelves(usually is 12pm) to catch the latest article, comments and analysis about the EPL matches and most important of all, Arsenal's articles... at that time, i had no idea who Arsenal is...and only knows about Man United, thus i wasn't very convinced when he wanted to introduce me to this supposedly "attractive" team called Arsenal.... after i watched several of their matches, i realised that he was right afterall, they are playing the kind of smooth and free-flowing football that is SO UNLIKE the english, yet, it's an english team playing in the EPL......after i got to know more about team, i found out that the manager is actually a Frenchman, and French are known to play free-flow attacking football....with very neat footwork and exeptional technical abilities..(alright, i'm getting too chim here..haha~ just got carried away) anyway, the way Arsenal play straightaway attracts me back into EPL.....and thus, it's the beginning of a hobby which has now become a part of my life.... of course this time, i didn't become a Gooner immediately, it was a gradual thingy.... soonafter, i got to know Renjie, who later became a Gooner too due to my influence... he might deny that it was due to my influence if he reads this( Come on man! i'm sure it's me la...HA HA HA~) but i know that my daily comparison between Arsenal and Man United with Wille(he's a "die-hard" Man Yoo fan) plus the attractive, smooth and silky attacking football that Arsenal plays week-in and week-out, must have affected him to join the mighty AFC...
Therefore, i believe, that with the attacking football that i've been watching Arsenal play since 2001, i'm very convinced that my mighty Arsenal can really do it this time round....cos Barcelona will not be as hungry for European glory as Arsenal, which had not won the champions league before ever since Arsene Wenger took charge... and i know, that the manager will give it everything he got to grab the trophy which he has been trying to get his hands on for 10yrs......
YEAH~ so MARCH ONWARDS ALMIGHTY GUNNERS!!! DO EVERY GOONER PROUD!!!
shagged....
man...today was sure a tiring day.... just after i managed to finished my wkend duty, i had to go over to Nee Soon Camp straight to cover my unit's Sports & Fitness Day.... sigh...boringz.... they had some basketball games in the morning and then a battalion run during the afternoon....now the run is more interesting!! cos i get to ride a bicycle while covering them at the same time!! hee~ seems like i'm the FIRST of my unit's medics to try out this new equipment....it sure looks cool when i was riding behind the last man and then then the pple around were fascinated by this modern way of medic coverage!! hee~ anyway, it was tiring in the end cos i had to cycle up and down the slow for about 5km....good exercise for my knee, considering that running is still hazardous for my condition.... but then...now my knee feels sore...maybe i should be more careful when i proceed to my next cover tmr...
oh...this post is the 1st time i'm blogging thru the e-mail system!! hee~ i'm really excited about this new way of blogging....saves me from going the detour of logging in when i'm in camp... my bunkmate introduced to me.... sigh...tonight i'm gonna be all alone in the bunk.....
erm....ok...i guess i better go back to my bunk soon....this office sure feels abit eerie when i'm all alone.....where's the COS? hmm....... ciaoz....
blogging in camp
man! WHAT A GENIUS!! this is the first time in so many attempts that i've finally managed to get thru the camp's stupid computer to type my blog!! hee~ so excited...but it's at the expense of having to change my password everytime if i wanna log in...so troublesome...haiz...
alright...here i am...eating bread and typing at the same time...IN CAMP...instead of going home to enjoy the long wkend... feels really miserable to be staying back when everyone else goes home happily... especially when i'm gonna stay for the wkend, follow thru the wkdays till next fri comes along...today is only the 4th day of the 11 gruelling days...7 more days to go...endure!!!! arggh... fortunately i brought some entertainment(vcds) and i still have some junk food that i can munch on when i'm bored... so i'm starting with bread tonight!!
i guess cherry is going to celebrate her birthday with the guys this sat...feel so guilty that i couldn't go....i wonder if there's anything i can do to compensate that?? hm... sunday is even more important...Mothers' Day....sigh...now thinking about it makes me even more guilty(i chose to receive $$ for doing the sunday duty rather than spending time with my family)....this time next yr, i'll not be around to celebrate Mothers' Day with my family..haiz..anyway i just hope that my sis is able to make up for my absence!
called xiaotong on tue night...realised that she's down with fever and flu too..sigh..lotsa pple around me are getting sick...my sis, my bunkmates, my cousin, now xiaotong... haiz...i have a feeling it's becos of me! haha...
anyway i'm supposed to meet her out to have dinner at Crystal Jade...i promised her i'll treat her to nice food(i seemed to have promised alot of pple too)... hee~ since she's sick, this meal has to be postponed!! hee~
listening to Yes 93.3Fm now.... it's Music Diary time now.... my favourite in-camp programme...though it's very short, yet it's the only thing i look forward to whenever i need to stay in camp at night..
tonight's topic is about a guy, currently studying in england, writing in to speak about his fear that his gf, currently in singapore might consider leaving him becos they have been separated for several yrs now... he was afraid that the girl might find the cross-countries relationship too stressful and in the end break up with him...he mentioned about how distraught she was when she learnt that he needed to go overseas to further studies initially, she even asked him," Would you stay, FOR ME?"... however the guy knows that studying overseas is the only way that he can get the degree he really needs to get a good job in future, and he managed to convince her eventually....he has been studying so hard since then, constantly with her being the reason for those hard work, and he realised that it's probably time to reassure her again, that he WILL come back for her and also to fulfil their promises to each other, that they'll get married and enjoy their happiness..... once again he hopes that she can hold on for just a little more longer...then the DJ played the song YUE DING by GUANG LIANG....how more apt can it be?..it really brought back some thoughts into my mind...
i'm gonna go overseas study soon next yr... alot of my frenz asked me why i wouldn't wanna try looking again ever since my breakup with my ex... seriously, after my previous failed relationship, i had lost almost all the confidence i used to have... everything i used to believe, my faith, my enthusiasm about relationships were crushed the moment i realised that whatever i do, it's still not enough....this unpredictability about a relationship, really scares me off.... one moment we could be having fun and enjoying each other's company, the next moment a break-up would just happen....
i met a pretty nice ger couple of months ago..in a pub(yesh, u can meet nice gers in pubs too!!)..i had to say i was pretty attracted to her.. but just when i thought i could try knowing her more, or perhaps try to be more than just frenz with her, i was pulled back.... i realised that i couldn't do it....many a time i wanted to sms/call her to ask her out, but many a time i only managed to flip open the phone and stare at it for awhile before flipping it back again to close it...i believe that she has a pretty good impression of me...just that...probably... my hesitation has killed off the opportunity...haiz...was i afraid to open my heart out again? i asked myself...or was it becos i'm gonna leave singapore soon?...that i'm afraid to face the same situation like nicole is facing now...though i still think that she should do the right thing, just like the guy who wrote in to the Music Diary programme...
i wonder...when will i ever get my confidence back? when can i convince myself to bring back the belief and faith i used to have?? who can help me??
gruelling 11 days
tmr is the start of my gruelling in-camp 11 days... duno why i got myself in this situation where i'll miss the vesak day holiday, long-awaited Mothers' Day and the long wkend... what i got in return is only the completion of 3 duties and an extra 30 bucks which i'll receive for taking over someone else's wkend duty.... i know it's kinda not allowed, but HEY... who's gonna care as long as no one screws up and fail to report for duty? hm....i guess not!!
i think then next time i'm gonna update this blog would probably be on 19th May.... i'm just patiently waiting for my pay to come tmr....it's been quite awhile since i last see a 4-figure sum in my bank account....hee~ WAITING....
phones are really cheap currently....ks and wp both changed phones already...looks like it's an indication to me, my motorola v3 should be changed too...since it is starting to look old and cranky...haha~ i'm seriously considering an upgrade to V3i..... or something else..... anyway new phones would mean i have to re-apply LOA in order to bring it to camp, but.....seems like rumours has been spreading that soon, LOA would not be valid in my camp anymore.....just currently RUMOURS for now.... yet to see any final confirmation...
forgot to upload the photo that tailin wanted to have.... it's a photo of this small part of a board game which we played with on sat when we were at The Settler's Cafe... This thing was the reason why i became the joker of the night....haha~
so darn tired....should sleep now....ciaoz~
Polling Day
woke up early this morning and got myself a warm cup of lipton tea!! YEAH~
it's polling day!!...managed to peep down to ngee ann secondary...it's not really that crowded in the morning...should have told mum to rush back so we could all go down to submit our votes together... my very FIRST vote since turning 21 !! kinda exciting!! hee~ well.... although voting is a serious matter which concerns the welfare of all the singaporeans, i still think it's kinda interesting to be able to vote for the party that i support!! for the first time, i really got that kinda feeling that my choice can decide singapore's future!! hee~
The election saga has been hogging the headlines recently.... lots has been said between the parties... criticising each other and stuffs... i'm not really an avid reader of such issues, but i could hear my bunkmates in camp and everyone else discussing and analysing those news published in the newspaper, like who is saying this and who is saying that, why they said this and why they said that.... so i feel kinda left out... anyway it's finally gonna end soon, and the reporters will soon zoom their focus on the World Cup!! yeah~ hee~ i had to admit, such country issues weren't really in my primary concerns...i'm more concerned with whether Arsenal can win Barcelona in the Champions League!! hee~
anyway... in the end the voting procedure was very fast and easy... the moment i got my voting ticket, i cross my choice immediately at the booth....took me just less than a min for everything to go thru... haha...
went bugis for window shopping with tailin on fri night... chatted abit on the latest going-ons within our frenz.. was kinda disappointed that cherry has cancelled her birthday celebration at first but then fortunately she got too bored and me/tailin/wp decided to go down to the Settler's Cafe to chill out... my throat is still feeling so hoarse... MAN! i just hope i'll recover asap...can't stand it already.....it's already been 3 wks since i last had a decent fried-food + soft drink meal.....haiz....
anyway.. me and tailin were having a lengthy chat that night about some of our frenz while we walked around bugis street, wp seems to be abit weird, like he's bothered by something.. some other mini minor conflicts happening between the gals... we also went to the trendy icons building...it's still generally new, so the stuffs are still pretty limited....but i can see lotsa potential to splurge there, someday i might go back there again to pick up some nice gifts for the gals...hee~
well after walking for like a couple of hours, she finally spent $$ on a yellow blouse...very typical of her indeed..hee~ i've seen her with dozens of blouses....she prob like blouses alot...just like i'll usually look at t-shirts more than any other clothings....
i guess i'll just laze around at home later during the day before meeting ks for a s-league match in tampines!! so nice of him to come down all the way to see the match... oh ya! i gotta go collect my jolin tsai's pre-ordered album too....supposed to collect it on fri but couldn't....hm...can't wait to get my hands on her latest album!!! hee~
ok.... can feel my eye muscles straining now....think i better crash..... ciaoz~!
Beautiful Sunday
what do i mean by a beautiful sunday? what is the definition of a beautiful sunday? i duno what it means for other pple, but for me, it's simple....it would mean a semi-sunny and windy day like today, plus waking up early with a good hot cup of tea despite feeling abit tired(lack of sleep, ALWAYS lack of sleep) and spending the whole day at home either surfing the net, visiting sites which i hadn't gone to for quite a while, or playing my ps2 which i hadn't touched it for quite awhile too... didn't go out at all, thus i'm still feeling fresh now, especially right now after my pre-dinner shower... hm....i can almost smell dinner....but then i'm not gonna be having it at home, cos my parents dun cook at home...we'll go to my gramp's place for dinner as usual for every single day!
being a good boy for today, taking my medicines on time, the pain in my throat is almost gone... a couple more on-time doses would probably be enough! oh! and the cough too...it's getting better too...thanks to MYSELF again! haha....
last night's k-ing session was great...managed to sing a couple of high difficulty songs(includes Mayday,Jay Chou) but would have been better if i had that remaining 20% back! hah! i reckoned my voice would be back by this coming sat's outing with them again!! hee~
ok...shall continue to slack around, enjoy the air-con and wait for time to go for dinner at my gramp's place!! yeah~!
